I miss my son so much. I was looking for poems to just read at a time when I felt that I was the only one going through this pain but as I can see there are millions! I was looking for a poem for my sons Balloon. He was driving to work, seat belt on, and a woman crossed the center line and hit my son head on leaving him in grave condition. oh my god so much of pain. I'm sorry for your loss. My world collapsed as we did not know about this aneurysm that can just take our boy of 21 years old away without sign or any symptoms. Life will never be the same again. They interogate several Florida inmates. James was 30 years old and left 3 children: James (10), LeeAnna (7), and Mason (4). Five months after that my father died of a heart attack. Over the course of the series, Suzanne changes significantly. It's horrible to think about. I am a single mom, and for now I search the web looking for love and support with parents that know what I am feeling. This is my story. Please be there in my heart. Marilyn Nelson was born in Cleveland, Ohio, into a military family: she is the daughter of one of the last of the Tuskegee Airmen. I found him dead in bed ( I did not realize at first that he was dead). I will hold you in my heart forever Joshua. Your Matty must have been a remarkable young man. Nelson spent much of her youth living on different military bases and began writing poetry in elementary school. It broke my heart, but realizing that it would be better to bury my son appropriately rather than waiting for an inordinate time and allowing his body to deteriorate I withdrew my compliant. You are stronger than you realize. I am unable to look at his pictures and see those twinkling eyes and naughty smile. :,(. I had lost my job a couple of months earlier due to health, I was hospitalized soon after. He was my son and my friend and my angel and this poem reminded me so much of my son some days I do not know how to go on. It's been ten years I have had it play over and over in my head day after day. It’s so heartbreaking. It works for awhile, but while Cindy and Alison are gone, Ouija and Pidge take back the guards. For example, she encouraged Suzanne to perform a solo at her high school graduation in 2000. I don't know how I'm going to live on! “It takes strength to face our sadness and to grieve and to let our grief and our anger flow in tears when they need to. I was on the way home from Ohio. Life has never been the same. I lost my son when the father decided to shake him to death. I will pray and continue to pray for you all. It was a murder/suicide. I am now grieving the loss of both my daughters. I miss him so much. He was 21 years old and I am left all alone. People always tells me, time will heal your pain, but I know is not true. I will never be the same again. At the end of the film, Stiles’ Kat is tasked with writing a poem in the style of Shakespeare’s Sonnet 141. I saw him earlier that day. How blessed I am that I was given that gift, for so many of you heard that your child had died far away from your arms! The pain for me never goes away; it's just different. I know this truly. I wish I had told him I loved him more. LIKE YOU USE TO TELL ME. Somehow, God intervened and I turned to HIM. The poem really touched me a lot that I know Daryl is a our angel guiding us to make it to our daily existing. The pain of losing a child never goes away, but the Lord will lift us up. He was only 28 years old with a whole life before him. I feel like I have been stripped of my title (Mother) and I feel like a failure because he didn't feel like he could come to me to tell me how bad he was feeling maybe I could have helped him, so I blame myself for not being there for him and not seeing the signs!!! The pain is overwhelming! I also cannot place blame on any of those involved. My son, Arthur, was murdered three years ago. I lost my beautiful 19 year old son ( two weeks before his 20th birthday ) Christopher; to acute alcohol intoxication. We were on vacation and that is also another reason I blame myself for. In "Hugs Can Be Deceiving", it is shown that Suzanne took on this hairstyle as a result of the care given to her by a nurse who comforted her when she was in the hospital to visit her mother as she was giving birth to her sister Grace. He was only 19 years old. It was terrible to see him suffer serious mental illness and then terrible to lose him to suicide. I thank god everyday for his sister who is 17. I would like to talk to some one that has been walking in my shoes I don't have any support. Suzanne jokes, copying Tiffany's vocubulary, saying "They're a bunch of Fuckin' dummies" which Tiffany repeats as they chuckle. She is a drug addict and Florida has terrible grandparents rights. We had adopted him and his older sister when they were 5 and 6 years old from an abusive situation. They went on to interogate Gladys Watkins, while she was doing her yoga. He lost control of the car and he drove on the other side of the road and crushed another car. peace, I lost my son Michael 13th May 2009 he was my life he fought for life but it was cruelly taken away from him at the age of 20. To all who have lost a loved one most especially a child, my deepest sympathies to you. His lasts words were Happy birthday mum and he died the day after my birthday. My heart breaks for you! My life has changed forever, as he was my friend, and now it's empty. My son. She also has an odd affection for obscure things and death. Memoir is typically a first-person singular affair—the intimate story of a particular childhood or adolescence or other slice of life. My son Kristopher was taken from me at the age of 26. I know I have to go on because I have two other kids that I love just as much as I did Glenn. My friends avoid me, I don't know whether it's cuz they don't know how to deal with my grief. Serry was 21, fell asleep at the wheel, just around the corner from his house. It is so painful we miss them so much, people say it will become easier as time goes by but it is becoming most difficult, we see the baby Jeeya and get strength but its not easy. I lost my only son Tyler in a horrible car crash on July 22, 2010. We look for an image of him up at the sky too. I was so overwhelmed with grief that I busied myself researching about life after death and devoured anything I could get my hands on regarding the subject. The pain in my heart is so intense I can barely breathe. May you find peace. Were you touched by this poem? Suzanne has moved out of Frieda 's cell and now is bunked with Pennsatucky. I too lost my most precious son on March 14, 2013, 3 days before his 30th birthday. hello my heart goes out to all you parents that have lost your sons, my son Robert was shot in senseless drive by shooting that left him a quadriplegic like Christopher Reeves after a surgery Robert regained use of his arms but not hands, but after 7 yrs of living this way he couldn't handle life so he took all his medication (Oxycodone) and died, he left 2 daughters and a wife Robert was my only child he was 34 yrs of age, and I'm totally devastated!!! To lose a child no matter how old he or she was doesn't make it better for any parent to go through the loss of a child or children. One of my 11 year old twin boys lost his battle with leukemia on August 20,2007. Why? Suzanne states that friendships are complicated ("Chocolate Chip Nookie"), Frieda is convinced that someone is calling a hit on her and Suzanne is very cautious. I was worried about Og in ITU. God bless you and your family. Matty you are so loved and so missed. What did I miss? I just lost my son on June 30, 2020. I'm going through the heartache of losing a son, too. My handsome 24 year old son was murdered August 23, 2016. There will not be 1 single day that will go by that I will not think or cry for him. Right now I feel every emotion, yet at the same time I feel nothing at all. God bless you all. I thank God that I did the research! Our family is so thankful no one else was hurt! It turns out that its implications have changed a bit over time. I keep going for his older sister 22 yrs. I have no Idea why. I miss my son so much. It helped me through this painful journey and expresses how I really feel, every day. I know one day I'll be okay. I miss and love you Robert. My Son died December 14, 2013. In July of 2016, my oldest daughter went to sleep and never woke up. The tears, guilt and sadness overwhelms me and I am broken. Well on April 27 2010 two girl friends of his that was 16 teen years old planned the day before to rob him for his money and to murder him they called him at 4:00 in the morning and told him they need a ride to the store so the kind of friend that he was he went to bring them so after that they said let's go to the park in chill well the girl in the front seat stabbed him in the heart and they ran he drove himself to the hospital and all he could say is a girl stabbed me and he dies, I lost my 19 year old son to a motorcycle accident, January 8th 2011, I am just devastated, I am still very angry, and really have no one, My husband and my older son are grieving in a different way I guess, we are all saddened by this, but he was my son, my baby, how can life be so cruel! My son's dad asked if I was driving I knew this was not going to be good. It will be 11 years on March 3, 2014 that I've lost my son in a very tragic accident. I gave up my career from the day he was born. Suzanne offers to hook up with Maureen in the broom closet again and Maureen accepts. I lost my 24 year old son, Daryl last Dec. 18, 2010 while playing basketball with his officemates, it was supposed to be an ordinary left leg fractured that was operated but after 15 days he died due to fat embolism. I poured my life into him over the next 17 years helping him to prepare for the 'real world'. Our children will live in our hearts ,souls and minds with every breath with take and one day if we live right we will see them face to face in Jesus arms. Oh, I am so sorry for the loss of your son. 2 years have passed and I still hurt like it was that first day I found him. God Bless You All. I got up with a start at 3:24 am on the 15 Aug and found that he was not in the bedroom. I know how these moms feel. With big dreams to do positive thing with his life. He joined the marines May 2006. The day he died he told me that he had a relationship with GOD and said he prays and read the bible. My son Craig died 2 years ago 29/4/12 , He was a fit healthy boy with his whole life ahead, he has 2 sons Joshua and Riley who now have to live without truly knowing their daddy's love. Suzanne's parents, Dennis and Pat, visiting her in Litchfield. I cry all through the day, wake up crying. So many people knew him from different churches that we visited (as our church is 115 miles away) and they all say there is no way he did this to himself. I feel this pain will never stop, never go away. I miss him every day I think about him every day. They bring her to the phramacy where Nicky tells them to come with her, bringing them to the room Frieda and the others are hiding in. My son went to hospital the day before with football injury and was sent home, later doctor was called to the house who diagnosed anxiety. Ten years have passed and my heart still aches. When reading it, it was as if I had written it myself. Sanskrit for "The Song of God," it is a poem found in Book Six of the Hindu epic Mahabharata, attributed to Vyasa. I lost my son to leukemia. Never thought I would be standing at the foot of his grave. I'm sorry for the lost of all the sons mentioned here. Initially in AdSeg, administrative segregation, to be questioned about the events of the riot, Suzanne can be seen in the first episode having hallucinations featuring her mother, as well as distorted hallucinations of the ordeals of her fellow inmates in AdSeg. I know God has a plan for my life. So 777 means perfect complete completion. I miss them so much, but it's nothing to how I feel about my son. Nicholas didn't make it out. Suzanne Warren His presence still lingers here, and the pain will not be gone. MAMMA. Sadly it wasn't to be. He was in an automobile accident which took his life. Although lacking in judgement (and personal restraint), she has consistently demonstrated above average intelligence and a good education. My son was 23 and died last year, July 2, 2010, while serving in Iraq. He later went home upon arriving there were lots of people there outside. We've developed a suite of premium Outlook features for people with advanced email and calendar needs. My oldest son. My condolences to all those who have lost a child. I understand all of your grief. Suzanne thinks deeply into this, asking others what's fair and not. later the 911 call came in. I thought I was the only one that had thoughts like this. Internally I scream, "Until you lose a child, then you'll earn the right to tell me to get on with my life"! Peace and love. I still have much to live for, I still have one son and 2 grandchildren. Why? It has been 11 years tomorrow. He was a beautiful person inside and out. Suzanne has a difficult time accepting the loss of Vee, often saying that she is "coming back" to Litchfield. After more chickens die, Suzanne locks them up in the 'chicken' SHU for their own safety. He was my everything - full of life and energy. May you all have some comfort in your lives and keep the faith that we will all be together again one day~~Darren did come to me while I was having my fourth hip surgery Nov. 1st. I miss him so much and mornings and bedtimes are worse. May God's angels guide you and keep you safe. It was one of our last conversations before he was murdered. I have proof that he got pills from someone also. He was a true miracle. This puts Berdie on temporary leave while the prison investigates the situation. She enjoys reciting literature and poetry and often writes her own compositions, e.g. The prison staff eventually gets their hands on Suzanne's erotica series. He is giving me strength to keep going. Frieda is angered and says it's airtight sealed. I still feel very guilty because I made it out and he couldn't. She lost two brothers. It’s so hard living without my son Von. I lost my beautiful Mother on September 21, 2005 from a heart attack. In Season 1, she forces a romantic relationship (Piper), in Season 2 she is manipulative by a deceptive mother figure (Vee), in Seasons 3-4, she bonds with an actual caring mother figure (Taystee), in Seasons 5-7, she is looked out for by her sister figure (Cindy), and in her final stage of maturation, she has a normal-ish friendship (Doggett). Your pictures stay on the walls of our home the tears I cry are because I miss you so much. Post mortem showed he had a ruptured spleen and my son died an agonizing death. We managed ultimately get him down and rush him to a hospital, but he was declared dead on arrival. old. We are so empty, but very lucky that we have other children. Uzo AdubaTaliyah Whitaker (5-year-old)Eden Wiggins (10-year-old) I've had people, friends, or who I thought we're friends, stop talking to me or visiting. He was also an organ donor but the vicious way he was murdered medical could not save any organs. I loved him, and I needed him. He passed out at the wheel and lost control of his truck. Frieda continues and admits that her nature is to use and manipulate people for survival. I feel so guilty for not being there for me when someone was hurting him. He had his whole life to live he was in his last year of college and he would have had his Masters in government. I was told not to come to the hospital when she had him. We went hunting for him and eventually through his friends came to know where he was taken. I refuse to not talk about Ryan as though he never existed! Blonde hair, blue eyes. His 7 year old son was in the car also but his life was spared and he was unharmed. I will say, it does get easier. Love Dad. I was a single mom, so all I had was my son to help me through what I thought was the hardest thing I would ever go through, but I was wrong. Thank you for touching all our lives and for teaching us that no matter the moment we should always love laugh and embrace life. He was killed by the drunk driver. I can’t really sleep at night. I'm soooo sorry!!! OSHA refused to investigate UNDER the house. I do know that I am so grateful though for having my Ryan for 18 years. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm so sorry for your loss. I cry now when I'm on my own, because others, even family, think I should not be grieving as much or as often. My heart aches every day. The character of Suzanne has been acclaimed by critics, as has been Uzo Aduba's performance of her. Grocery Store Greeter (formerly) Sadly missed by Mom, Dad, sisie and Dude (brother), We lost our precious son Enrik on 08/04/2011 in a tragic car accident. he loved horses, soccer, animals. He received the Army Commendation Medal for being a bright and superior example to those new soldiers just entering the service, a figure whose superlative example of abilities and excellence was a challenge for them to try and match. He was my baby boy. He chose to ignore his diabetes, even though the doctors warned him. Until now the Police is investigating as we suspect he was killed as he called me and his younger brother asking for help. I have also lost 3 more very close people in my life. Yesterday was my 43rd birthday. I lost my son in 2004 he was only 4 months old I think of Gage everyday. People that have never had to walk in these shoes of losing a child really don't understand how you feel. The B-Block women scream in support. I am alone with this and he fills me mind every waking and sleeping moment. Not a mean bone in his body. Times Literary Supplement. Michael was such a wonderful son and a good boy he had his whole life ahead of him and had so much to look forward to. This is a healing reading all these stories. He was such loving and caring person. He was my flaco, my boy, that loved to give me little notes with hearts! This is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I know my son and siblings are with me, and miss them so very much. There is nothing in life that can ever be this hard. He was my only son it's been a year now and it hurts so bad I still do things for him like he is still here. The pain never goes away. When Isla began a game of creating a story together, Suzanne took the predictable story line of a pretty girl living in a big house and changed it to include a dragon that burnt the pretty girl alive, disgusting the others. He was, as are all young men of 20 or so years, full of the fascination of his future and the anticipation of new and wonderful events and history. I pray for strength. ", Suzanne has big, bulgy eyes, earning Suzanne the nickname "Crazy Eyes". My first true son. As Suzanne screams for Dylan not to run away, he falls over the edge of the fire escape and presumably dies. My dear son, you are my angel. My son Javon was murdered on October 6, 2019, and it’s killing me. He loved me, and his family. I asked him to have his dinner and go to bed. My son was 19 teen he was a good kid he had lots of friends . Bunk Mate I lost my 3 month old son to SIDS on Dec.. 23, 2010 it is the most hardest thing I've ever been through and it still is. Ralph wake up have to go to work. Keep his Memory very much alive. Since that day my whole life has changed. He had just turned 22 on July 1. I miss them every single day and at times I think I will go crazy. I'm constantly looking for him to drive up, call or text. God must have made you a strong woman. I'm so sorry Sandra for your loss. My heart longs for your support even from heaven. I spend more time in my room than I ever have. He advised me to withdraw my complaint and give a different version eliminating the police beating and make it as though there was an indication of a misunderstanding but now everything has been compromised between us and the Police. I hope God gives me the strength to do so. I pray God's peace for you and your family. My family says the hurt will get easier but I really don't want it to go away, I'm afraid that if I don't think of him daily I might just explode. Its almost been 10 years and it still haunts me like it was yesterday. Everything reminds me about him and it hurts so bad. At the time Gavin was born you were only seventeen and we now understand God sent him to us because he was going to bring you back home. I miss him so much I can hardly stand it. He was the child closest to me and most like me. I still have many questions to ask god why. This inadvertently made it look like a more even fistfight, saving Piper from severe punishment. Maria kicks the ball to Suzanne and Suzanne hits an impressive kick. Yes, he did shoot himself, when he was drinking and arguing. He was my heart and he was a mamas boy. Not sure how life goes on. It's just so unfair. Suzanne is very nervous about being at home alone all weekend, telling her sister that she is, "A young 28," but Grace begs Suzanne to let her have just one weekend away with her boyfriend since she and Suzanne spend every weekend together, to which Suzanne hesitantly agrees. After Maureen is taken to the medical ward, Suzanne is traumatized and zones out for the rest of the day. S1 - S7 I'll definitely be praying for you and your family. Blessings. Best looking guy on the planet. His cancer was gone but the chemotherapeutic meds destroyed both lungs. Lucas you will always be in my heart !!!! He died. He was so amazing, a devoted father, loving husband, wonderful son and devoted to God. I lost my oldest son Frank Nicholas Leist age 17 in 2009 from a house fire. Friend try to wake him up he was blocking the driveway. May 28th 2008 his life was taken in a crash. Not even trusting Pennsatucky for a while. He was in Texas and we live in PA. my most beautiful firstborn. Last Love mum. Family Truly the ones left behind suffer the most for he is now in the arms of Jesus. He was gonna be getting married this year, and I truly miss him every second that goes by. I miss you Craig, I miss hearing your laugh and seeing your handsome face. He was 19 years of age (so it will be 10 years next week). He was such a precious child to me-my baby of 5 kids. He was 21 years old and was only suppose to live a year. His burial plot ends in 7. This world goes blind When children are dying. Now I cannot bear to go out the door. Suzanne goes to a park that weekend to try to make friends, and sees a young boy whom she recognizes from her job named Dylan. The hurt that I feel is because I long to hold you I keep you with me 24/7 close to me, you now live in my heart a place that is for you. She participates in the peaceful protest, helped onto a cafeteria table by Poussey Washington. Show Information He liked to conserve. That was a very brave thing to do. Dear Nyora, She tries to be strong for me, but she too has a hard time dealing with it too. Editors and writers join Thea Lenarduzzi and Lucy Dallas to talk through the week's issue. I miss him with all my heart and soul. I stay busy, positive, and cherish memories and times we had spent with him. I too lost my son on August 8, 2009, two weeks before his 24th birthday. Take your favorite fandoms with you and never miss a beat. It's difficult to think I have to live the rest of my life without him. Losing my other baby was. Actor I am trusting in the Lord to help me through each day. A bit of Chinese philosophy." Please reach out to these groups if you would like to speak to someone. I couldn't even get him down. Later, Frieda and Suzanne are preparing traps when Tiffany enters and sets it off. I am paralyzed, cannot breathe or function due to the pain his death has caused me. In her grief afterward, Suzanne tries to put enough weight on herself using random objects so she can feel what it was like to suffocate. I'll be praying for strength for us all. The whole way home he was crying, we reassured him not to worry and that everything was sorted out. With fiery eyes that hid his deep insecurities, he was soft & hard at the same time! Humps is still there, but Maureen and Suzanne realize he's not breathing. He was a good son, a good father and family man. I feel all the pain in every poem I read. We don't see Suzanne again until riot officers are storming the prison. God bless all us mothers. It is a long and depressing story - but through his life, I found mine. Before I fall off to sleep and soon as I wake, I wish I cremated his body cause I am always wondering how he looks like in his coffin. I feel the pain of every mother on this page. I have been through a lot of hurts in my 45 years but this is the worst hurt I have or will ever go through. Samuel Taylor Coleridge, a leader of the British Romantic movement, was born on October 21, 1772, in Devonshire, England. I have his picture by my bed and kiss him each and every day and let him know how much I love and miss him and can't wait till we see each other again. I lost my wonderful son at the tender age of 29 years old. He entered Heavens gates July 26,2014 at the age of 25. Went inside and seen all the lights on and no one inside. He was beaten up because he questioned why they were hitting some stray dogs and a case of drunken driving was fostered on him. I do all the things I'm supposed to do. Yes, I promised him a surprise on my return. He was my eldest son, my constant companion and my best friend. I miss you son more than words could ever say. He was kept on a stretcher in a room which was not even air conditioned. Thank the Lord I do believe in God and Heaven and that it was all part of God's plan. He cooks for me and is a very good boy. I walk, I talk. I lost my son Mason June 2nd this year. My son was born 18 August, 1985, in Hanford, CA. My eyes always search for you in the sky. Each minute of each day my heart feels split in two. My heart goes out to all Mother's who have lost a child. But reading this blog has helped a lot. I really want to connect with you Lisa. He was named Michael. I too am very sorry for all of your losses. Sam Healy, who has a personal vendetta against newcomer Berdie Rogers, blames the erotica on Berdie's drama class. When the guards begin pulling inmates down, Suzanne panics and becomes violent towards herself and the guards. He was 21 years old. I will be praying for you. Much love! Missing my son. Love you always and forever your Mamam. Never have I had the privilege of knowing such strength in someone so young. God Bless the parents that have lost their son or daughter to the great heavens above. When they finally brought his ID to the hospital they called me. I cannot tell how I saw Og in his last moments. The Police refused to file an FIR as I had stuck to the above version. I was his only parent. Does it really never get easier? Till we meet again Wesley I love you mom. I talk to you when I break into pieces. I love and miss him so very much. I lost my son March 11 2011. I still don't have answers as to why my son was sent home to die. Suzanne is made the Mayor of Clucksville and appoints Lolly as her lieutenant. The last thing we see before the screen fades to orange are them blasting open the door. During this time I wrote a lot, cried a lot and prayed for strength. No matter how we lose them, the pain is always going to be there. I miss you and love you BIG AS THE WHOLE FULL MOON!! So I look forward to the day I can see him again. He was 32 years old when he was murdered. It was just me and my son that lived here at home. I didn't know until about 11 am that morning because the police had him listed as a John Doe. I am reading all these stories and feeling your pain and sadness. His foot was stuck on the accelerator and smashed into an abandoned house, which started a raging fire! I miss him every day and I wish I knew how to move away from the pain. They say they don't know who did it. I feel lost and without many friends, I cannot accept the fact he is gone. II just lost my older son Ralph Oct.27th 2012. I'm old and lucky if I have 20 years left. After Warren puts a request in with Healy to bunk together, Piper confronts her and rebuffs her advances. I will never forget that day it was the worst day of my life and that my life changed and will never be the same. 11). I am on Facebook as well. I should have tried to help him. He so wanted to raise his son and I don't understand why God took him so soon. They revive her using an EpiPen Frieda finds and is immediately returns to her normal self. Recalling things from his childhood or conversations that we have had. 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